had not listened to the voice mails on the home phone since december. i didn't want to...i've been too freaked out to hear a million messages from him...and i never deleted any other ones so i sat here this evenin and listened for 2+ hrs to every msg since august and recorded all the ones that needed to be. i cannot even find a word to express the way i feel having just listened to this man who i have spent a third of my life with go from sounding somewhat like the man i remember..to sounding…See More

Why didn't anyone tell me this was a no-win situation? Why didn't anyone tell me how "supporting my husband's recovery" would destroy my kids? I think they should post some stats of actual long term opiate recovery outcomes at meetings. This is lifetime of decending levels of hell for the families.Over the past six years, I sold my soul, compromised my identity and values, wasted my savings, irreparably destroyed my self esteem and most horrific of all, damaged my precious daughters. For what?…See More